Notes II

(David's personal notes from Facebook)

David Coates

June 10, 2013 · 

The Uncensored Soul

I remember back when Kathy, my submissive soulmate, was still on earth and when we go deep in our erotic sessions. It was like she was in an altered state, detached, however still cognizant of what was happening about and around her. There were times where I actually I actually viewed her uncensored soul, silent tigress, if you will, draped in pure, unadulterated wantonness lying there just below the surface of her conscious mind, stirring occasionally.

There were many times I wanted to touch and claim that untamed minx, however, I realized Kathy was not quite ready for me to go there, at least for the time being. One particular evening when we were into a deep scene once again, I decided she was ready for both of us to confront and engage Kathy's inner beast. My submissive soulmate opened her eyes to see me with a collar and leash about her tigress that seldom stirs, but definitely provides her that internal conflict that has raged on for years. It was the "good girl v. bad girl" conflict

Kathy had managed to keep under wraps for quite awhile, but that night, she came to the realization that I could bask in her wantonness, yet, keep her in check. It was definitely an incredible, memorable evening for both of us.

There are occasions where in only their deepest, darkest fantasies, would they secretly escape to observe their uncensored souls resting, however, fitfully. For many, the beast manifests itself through those focused, but often, unfocused desires and fantasies that many are scared to demonstrate to the world at large. So many women live their lives rarely digressing from being the good person.

Even with the introduction to our particular subculture, they tend to maintain what the mainstream defines as good and wholesome. I have often stated if a person or submissive could have the courage to confront his or her uncensored soul, they could resolve the periodic battles that are waged within them and find contentment, as well as, learn more about herself.